), in order to discern at once, by ineffable signs—the slightly feline outline of a cheekbone, the slenderness of a downy limb, and other indices which despair and shame and tears of tenderness forbid me to tabulate—the deadly little demon among the wholesome children; she stands unrecognized by them and unconscious herself of her fantastic power.
Barrie"You have to be an artist and a madman, a creature of infinite melancholy, with a bubble of hot poison in your loins and a super-voluptuous flame aglow in your subtle spine (oh, how you have to cringe and hide!
"Never imagine yourself not to be otherwise than what it might appear to others that what you were or might have been was not otherwise than what you had been would have appeared to them to be otherwise."-Alice in Wonderland, Lewis Carroll I'm looking to meet new friends/a partner in the Oakland/Berkeley area. Thelemite/Buddhist/Goth.."But I don't want to go among mad people," Alice remarked."Oh, you can't help that," said the Cat:"we're all mad here. The Abyss is empty of being; it is filled with all possible forms, each equally inane, each therefore evil in the only true sense of the word—that is, meaningless but malignant, in so far as it craves to become real.
From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form(When the rest of Heaven was blue)Of a demon in my view.
Found all this out later when my best friend was telling someone this story and he claimed to be Ryan G's close friend.
Anyway, to all you doubters, you should know by now that I have trouble being organized with almost every element of my life.
So we spent the lunch not working and laughing our asses off and had to reschedule for Saturday. My best friend crocheted me a hat with sheep ears which I wore, OF COURSE, and one of the dogs thought I was some overgrown human sheep hybrid and couldn't focus.